“She came?” Trebor searched Bray’s eyes for confirmation. What was he worried about? It was his sister. His little sister. The same girl who he had protected from pirates when they had tried to make her walk the plank.
Nodding Bray lowered himself into the chair next to Trebor’s bed. His eyes drooped making him look like he hadn’t slept in days. “She did,” he confirmed, taking Trebor’s hand in his “she wants to be accepted…”
Trebor’s eyes narrowed as the suppressed suspicions rose inside him. “Did she say that? Is it really what she wants?” This is what he’d always wanted ever since he found out she had quit college. Why was he so afraid? So … distrustful?
Bray squeezed Trebor’s hand, rubbing his thumb over the back of his hand. He could hear the doubt, the anger mixed with fear. “No,” he shook his head, wishing he could say differently. “Not in so many words at least. Does she have to? She’s your sister. Family supports each other no matter what, right?” Trebor had told him that plenty of times. He was starting to believe it. His parents had dropped everything to be with him while Trebor was missing. Despite everything he’d put them through in the past they were there for him.
Tugging his hand free, Trebor rolled onto his side, facing the wall. “I don’t know….my…Aunt…”
There it was. The root cause of the doubt. The fear. The distrust. Helpless Bray watched as tremors ran up and down Trebor’s back. Everything inside him wanted to gather Trebor in his arms and tell him everything was going to be alright. That his sister was there out of concern for him and his parents. She wouldn’t hurt them. How? When someone from inside his own family had done so much harm. For that Bray could easily see himself choking the life from that woman…if he had the chance. Clearing his throat he reached a hand out, touching Trebor’s shoulder “she’s not like that. I think … She’s wanted to come home for a while and didn’t know how.”
“You don’t know that,” Trebor’s voice rose reminding Bray of someone waking up from a nightmare unsure of where he was or if they were safe.
Squeezing Trebor’s should “no I don’t. I wish I could be sure. I wish I could say no one will ever hurt you again but I can’t. We don’t know.” He moved to sit on the edge of the bed, smiling a little when Trebor rolled over, his eyes peering up at him. “I’ll be here. You won’t be alone.We’ll figure it out together.”
“You promise,” Trebor’s eyes peered up anxious for reassurance.
“I promise,” he ruffled Trebor’s hair. “Wait until you meet your niece. She’s a pretty little thing. Looks like your dad.”
“Lonnie had a baby,” Trebor murmured into his pillow, unable to picture his sister as a mother.
“I’m not a judge of age but I think she’s about two or three years old.” Braylin continued to describe his meeting with Lonnie and her daughter. “If I were to guess, I think she’s been afraid to come. To explain how she became a single mother. Afraid of disappointing everyone.”
“So instead she just cut us off like we didn’t even exist,” Trebor huffed. He knew he was being unfair. He hadn’t been all that understanding the last he had spoken to his sister. Getting all sanctimonious when she let it slip she had tried some recreational drugs, smoked a little weed, enjoyed drinking a little too much. The party girl who instead of going on academic probation decided it’d be better to just quit.
Watching the conflicting emotions play across Trebor’s face, Braylin stroked a hand across his cheek, “hey this isn’t your fault. She made her own decisions.”
Trebor shook his head, his mind conjuring up the last conversation he had with his sister. He’d called her a disappointment. He brought his hands up, covering his face as if he hoped it would block out the memories of his harsh words. “It’s my fault. If I had tried to understand. I should have been a better brother….” A sob tore through his chest “if I hadn’t been so judgemental maybe she’d have come home. Asked for help.”
“Don’t…” Bray started to say as he gathered Trebor into his arms, rocking him back and forth. He didn’t finish his thought. There wasn’t much he could say that wasn’t cliche or could make him feel better.
***
“No,” Trebor murmured, kicking the blankets from on top of him. His legs tangled in their folds. “No,” he whimpered as a shadowy figure approached him. A stray glint of light shone on pointy, fake nails elongated by the shadows that distorted everything around him. “No. Please,” he cried head tossing back and forth on the pillow, hair matted on his feverish brow.
“No,” he shouted, bolting upright in his bed. The light streaming through the mostly closed shades cast strange and eerie shadows on the floor and walls. “Where?” his voice was hoarse like he’d been talking for a long time or yelling. He rubbed a hand across his face. Another nightmare. She was still out there. Lurking in the dark. Waiting for her chance to pounce.
His eyes fell on a worried little face who had long hair the same color as his dad’s. His thoughts turned to the last time he’d seen him, running towards him, shouting. Reaching Braylin as the moment a bang shattered the air around them. If he’d been a little slower, a fraction of a second later and it would have been Braylin fighting for his life. “Who?” he croaked at the little girl staring up at him.
Marcy put a hand out, patting his “I dream of the bad man too.”
Her words sent a shiver of shock down his spine. His fingers clutched at the blanket, pulling up around his shoulders “bad man?” he asked.
Nodding she leaned in close as if afraid someone would overhear what she had to say. “The bad man tooked me away.” Tears shimmered in her eyes “I wanted mommy but they wouldn’t let me go home.”
“Me too,” he murmured once again that little two year old boy cowering in the corner, calling for his mommy and daddy and wondering why they didn’t come. The memories felt like a weight upon his chest, crushing the air from his lungs, squeezing, hurting.
“Did the bad man tooked you?” she leaned her chin on the bed, peering up at him.
“Bad woman,” he confided in her, a bond neither of them deserved or wanted. He reached a hand out, stroking the top of her head, it shook but she didn’t seem to mind. He wanted to wrap her up somewhere safe but he knew only too well the nightmares found you anywhere even in the arms of the one you trusted most. You weren’t safe anywhere.
“I’m sorry,” he leaned across the bed, giving the top of her head a kiss.
The door to his room swung open, a silhouette of a woman appeared talking over her shoulder “found her.” Stepping inside the room, the door slowly closing behind her.
Instinctively Trebor tried to shield the little girl, throwing his arms around her. His heart pounding inside his chest, sure that the woman was there to take them both and he couldn’t let that happen.
Flipping the light on, the woman stood with her hands on her hips staring down at the little girl. “How many times have I told you not to run off? You have to wait for mommy.”
“I’m sorry mommy,” the little girl’s bottom lip quivered as she stepped out of Trebor’s sheltering embrace.
A smile softened the woman’s face, erasing lines of worry and stress. “Were you in a hurry to meet your uncle?” she asked, nodding towards Trebor.
Nodding Marcy took his hand “he had bad dream. Like me.”
“Lonnie?” Trebor asked frowning up at her as his eyes adjusted to the brightness of the room. “This little girl? She’s your daughter?”
“What if she is?” her tone was brittle as ice.
“”I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this alone,” he murmured, struggling to sit up. “I’m sorry I made it impossible for you to come home. To ask for help.. ”
She blinked like she couldn’t believe her ears. She had thought all she wanted was to hear her brother apologize to her. To admit he was wrong. Now she realized it wasn’t what she wanted. Not really. “I should have come home. I was stupid,” her face crumpled as she fought the sobs forcing their out. Her shoulders shook “if I hadn’t let my pride get in the way…”
“Hey,” Trebor stood from the bed, knees bowing with the effort. “Don’t cry,” he soothed.
Her hands reached for him “I’ve missed you so much.” Out of all the things she thought she’d say those words were not it. But it was true. She had missed him. More than she realized.
Pulling her close, he hugged her tight “I’ve missed you too.”
Melting into his embrace, she remembered how sofe she’d always felt near him. Like they could conquer the world as long as they were together. Why had she ever doubted him? She could feel how weak he was. The way she was holding more of his weight than he was. The bruises, though fading, are still horrific. Anger boiled to the surface. She wanted to hunt down that woman who did this to him. For the first time she understood what drove Shania into pulling the trigger. At least Marcy didn’t have to worry about her kidnapper coming back for her.
“I hear I’m an auntie,” she grinned, helping back into bed. She saw the anguish in his eyes and she realized he had spent days mourning his son while being tortured. One way or another she was going to find that woman and end her. She knew exactly where to start. The undercover officer was in a room right here in the hospital.